Because of you *tribute for my momz n papz*

Posted: July 1, 09 in Uncategorized
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery 
I will not break the way you did 
You fell so hard 
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you 
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

I lose my way 
And it's not too long before you point it out 
I cannot cry 
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes 
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life 
My heart can't possibly break 
When it wasn't even whole to start with 

Because of you 
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side 
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

I watched you die 
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep 
I was so young 
You should have known better than to lean on me 
You never thought of anyone else 
You just saw your pain 
And now I cry 
In the middle of the night 
For the same damn thing

Because of you 
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side 
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I tried my hardest just to forget everything 
Because of you 
I don't know how to let anyone else in 
Because of you 
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

Because of you
Because of you

perceraian gag pernah mudah...
apalagi untuk anak2, yang selalu jadi korban..
aku gag marah dengan semua yang terjadi,
Alloh mendewasakan ku dengan cara ini,
even ada sesuatu yang hilang, yang gag akan pernah tergantikan,

luka q belum sembuh, bahkan mungkin gag pernah sembuh..
aq harap kalian mengerti.. aku gag mau memilih bukan karna aku marah,
aq sayang kalian.. tapi kadang aku tak sekuat yang kalian kira...

biarkan aq menentukan jalanku sendiri... ^^,
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